{{A thouGht FroM thE heARt}}

It is better to say what's the truth instead of holding it in. Your true instincts is always the right answer to the situation or decision you want to know or make. Hearing the truth than having to be lied too. Being able to forgive is allowed but they're consequences. It is easier to be forgive than to be lied at. Once lied then telling the truth of guilt that has been buliding up in you will loose trust. And it's hard to gain trust back especially if you are a character of Goodness in one's life and the Love of one's life. -MissMiaTee

{{MyA- BeSt oF Me}}

Thinking about the times I had at the club with you. The one part where towards the end of the night the songs were slow jams, Within those 4 songs they played was one of the strongest feelings I had for you that really made me realize damn Yo this is mAH Nigga right here next to me, dancing with me, holding me, being here with me. I never did u wrong. I never did. What makes you the person you are? Why am I so caught up with all these lies? I guess everything just happens for a reason. You know that I don't want it to end this way I really don't. I tell myself everyday that it never happened, but then why is my heart telling me so strongly that you are lying to me and that you are hiding something from me? I may be 18 years old but I'm not no foOl. You maybe older than me but I'm not stupid. I gave you so much of me and my thoughts. For once I thought you did change, but now I look back it's all bull. No more tears on my pillow. Only if you would just tell me. Just tell me.. Never hit up a girl online right? Then why did I get a message online on Findapix? Let me refresh.. Krystal? also called Krissy? Hot Import Nights? August 31? Does that ring a bell? I mean damn for someone to message me on Findapix saying I met someone that you know  you need to call me and gave me her number.. You know what I was thinking? She called you at HIN and then you met up with her and you  tried to get on her? I mean damn? We were together at that time. The day you told me YOU LOVED ME? That's Bull. A girl that I don't even know for GOod ness SAke. Damn, and I thought I had it bad? Do you know how hard it is for me Now everyday to think that the actual person I wanted to be with the actual person that I gave my heart to more than anyone is this freakin world fucked me over? You really think I want this to end? I don't. It's so hard. It's so hard to earase the memories we had. DamN. Explain yourseld please. I don't want this.You know where I am. I took you to a place where I thought was worth taking you toO. I took you to over look the ocean. So many memories in my heart that now I think about it all I want to say is FUCK YOU! explain to me why my heart is so strong that you did wrong?!

My heart belonged to You. U were the one I wanted 2 be with. Tears run down my eyes. A tear not like no other. A tear that has pain in it. I am a person that has emotions. A person that showed you my emotions.A person that Never took you for granted. A person that thought you changed. A person that LOVED you for who you are, no matter what any other would say. Weakness in my heart, weaps that can't be controlled. I have only shown Respect for people but also the Greatness from what I gain from people. Like they say -Von Vonvayage- Goodbye My friend. My love for you will always stay, but the amount of footsteps you've run down my body and heart will NEVER go away.

-MisSMiaTeE

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=ThoUght frOm thE heARt=

It is better to say what's the truth instead of holding it in. Your true instincts is always the right answer to the situation or decision you want to know or make. Hearing the truth than having to be lied too. Being able to forgive is allowed but they're consequences. It is easier to be forgive than to be lied at. Once lied then telling the truth of guilt that has been buliding up in you will loose trust. And it's hard to gain trust back especially if you are a character of Goodness in one's life and the Love of one's life. -MissMiaTee

My heart belonged to You. You were the one I wanted to be with. Tears run down my eyes. A tear not like no other. A tear that has pain in it. I am a person that has emotions. A person that showed you my emotions. A person that Never took you for granted. A person that thought you changed. A person that LOVED you for who you are, no matter what any other would say. Weakness in my heart, weaps that can't be controlled. I have only shown Respect for people but also the Greatness from what I gain from people. Like they say -Von Vonvayage- Goodbye My friend. My love for you will always stay, but the amount of footsteps you've run down my body and heart will NEVER go away. -MiSsMiaTeE 

BlaCk EyeD PeAS.-AnXietY

I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody (bitch)
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an ich on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propaine
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplaine

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from oozies
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from oozies
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety

I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from oozies
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety